青笹の件について

To Aosasa

At first, when Irie-san brought you to the YouTube shoot, I thought that we didn't get along at first impression, and that we would never become friends, so it would just be a work-related relationship.

But then you happily moved in next door to my house and said, "I'm Hikaru-san's only junior."

It's too early, considering you're five years younger than me.

What are you going to do about it when you're in almost all of my private group LINEs?

And you promised me, right?

When Aosasa turns 40, we'll decide who's the top, and if I lose, I'll swear my loyalty to you and become your subordinate.

Of course I was planning on winning, but is this a no-contest? You used to come over to my house and we played Smash Bros.

You only used shitty Mario with combos in Tremor

I got annoyed by your unprecedented meteor many times

I feel sad when I think that I won't be able to see that shitty meteor anymore

When I heard that Aosasa had passed away

It didn't feel real at all and I didn't shed a single tear

A person who was always there

Aosasa, younger than me, suddenly disappeared

The day before he died and the day before that, he came to my house without contacting me on the day, but I happened to be working underground so we missed each other, and the next day we had made a photo shoot and a meal

I couldn't believe that he would suddenly disappear

I didn't want to believe it

For the first time in my life, I lost a friend close to my age

I knew in my head that people would die someday, but I didn't think it would happen to me

It suddenly happened

You were a really good guy, kind, and talented, the only junior I respected

You often said, "When Hikaru-san isn't around, I let Hikaru possess me"

That's why you're the strongest! But

What would it do if you died?

Instead, possess me

Give me your talent and kindness

From now on, we'll live side by side

Don't lose to me, keep up with me

Aosasa hasn't disappeared from my world, and I can't erase it

I think there will be times in the future when I'll bring up your name on YouTube

That's how much Aosasa is in my life

I can't erase it
I don't want to erase it

I'm sure people will say things like public opinion and common sense, but I don't care

As long as you laugh at my unconventional behavior, that's all I need

I'm going to live like Hikaru, the person you loved and respected

I don't know if you remember, but
After the filming was over, I said, "I want this to be the main one! Because I did well! At worst, I want it on my channel! I want it on YouTube!" I wasn't planning on releasing Fuzoku 5v5, but I did.

I was happy to see comments in the comments section celebrating Aosasa's success, even though they didn't know he had passed away.

I never thought the day would come when I would cry over a comment about 5v5.

By the way, I went to Bagus in Shinjuku with Soma a while ago. You invited me to play simulation golf.

We didn't play darts, table tennis, golf, or karaoke, but just drank the tequila you used to challenge me to every time, and cried.

Do you understand? Aosasa is in my daily life so much that I will always remember you in various places.

Thank you so much for being attached to me even though I'm not good at interacting with juniors. Thank you for always looking up to me.

I will always love Aosasa.

I have so many things to say, so I'll stop here.

Become a better man than me by the time I get to heaven. I'll probably win in heaven too.

There were still so many things I wanted to do with you. I thought that our real work was just beginning. I'm truly sad and lonely.

Also, Aosasa happened to come to my house the day before I had my first medical checkup, so he appeared in the video as a medical license holder.

Do you remember the bet we made there? If I get all A's, I win.

If I get even one B or C, Aosasa wins.

I have the strongest genes, so I can only get an A.

I was arguing like a fool in the video.

I actually wanted to cut that scene and reshoot it.

The reason, of course, was that I thought it would be inappropriate to bring up Aosasa at this timing.

But I've decided to bring it up.

I made a bet.

Our absolute rule is that you can't run away from a bet.

When you bet on anything, whether it's at a bar, Smash Bros., or at a casino, you always follow through.

So I'm going to bring it up.

If I didn't bring it up, it would mean I ran away.

In other words,

Aosasa won the last bet.

Not even B. There were even E

You wanted to beat me at everything
But you won in the end

And you ran away with the victory

Well, if there was no age difference between me and Aosasa, I probably would have lost, so if you think about it like that, you were amazing

You're living too fast, don't mess with me

Last time, but
I realized that I didn't care about my relationship with Aosasa at work
I only talk about my private life

Before I knew it, we had become friends who were always nearby

It's already four in the morning when I was...